I am just contented.
I want to be happy.

From how you see me, you may think I am happy.
But, I am just being contented with my life.
I have a beautiful family who love me wholeheartedly.
I have wonderful friends who care for me.
I got into a course that can earn me a living next time.
How much more can I ask for?

My dream is far from the course I got in but I am contented.
Because I know, there's always a chance to study what I actually wanted.

My family is not always by my side but I am contented.
Because they walked with me through difficult times.
Because they support me in whatever I want to do.

My friends is not always by my side but I am contented.
Because I know they have other commitments.
Because I know they trust me.
Because they like me for who I am.

People come to me when they are troubled, asking for advices.
People come to me when they are unhappy, seeking for consoles.
But who do I go to when I am feeling unhappy?

Putting on a strong front is not as easy.
But what else can I do?

*It seems like people have misunderstood my blog entry.
I mean when someone tell me what are they troubling/unhappy about..
I can feel the same as them.
But, I can't leak a word, isn't it? ;)